I am Ready to Soar to the Blue Heavens, So Please Let Me Go.
MY COLORFUL LIFE. Lovely PURPUR CHORMAY, I am trying my best to cope this life. I want to stop being the person I don't know. It's hard to love the real ME. Everyone wants to control my strings. Everyone wants to make my decisions. So let's race to the Yellow Fields, Look up at the Pink Sky, Smile at the Cotton-Candy Clouds, And, Get Ready, Get Set~~~ To soar to the Blue Heavens. Laughing Out Loud. Let's Run Away To Our Happy Ending Together. Race With Them. adeline Beverley coffee ChunHui Dickson ex-4e2 ferrone Felicia gregory Gek Heong Ivy Jian Hui Jearl Jocelyn jing jie Jasmine Jason kelly khaiistar licheng lishan muzi Mrs Teo ming hao Rebecca Sharyl Shermin syazwani Sae tina Xue Qun Building My Future. January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 September 2011 Smile At all of them. ©Glamouresque.	Friday, January 29, 2010 A great time in life! I was actually planning to spend the whole day with the computer, But in the end I abandoned my plan for SPCA, once more. I was pretty bored, so I took out my camera... Come, let us let the pictures speak for themselves... The cats first! they spotted my slipper, something that went thru thick and thin with me in SPCA... This one, I think, is smelling the butt... They got a fight over my slipper... Cute eh? " Who cares about you, I just want the shoe!" Hey hey!!! Look here! oh yar, thanks babe! Mario, my favourite fat and suckling kitty was adopted. Good for him! I was afraid he cannot get adopted... But life is not the same without him... Dear heavenly Father, Protected that sweet cat from satan and his evil doings. Let him have a beautiful and peaceful life... Amen. Well, next is the dogs... I took extra pictures of Harry the dog, Because I know the next time I come, he will go home. So, let's see that hairy little Harry!! He's short-legged, but very beautiful... I even thought he was a girl! Kaiser!!! And evil-slipper-stealing Cubby. Kaiser is pending, on his way to go home... It was actually Charlie who had to go home... I do not know if I should be happy, or sad..... Harry loves his huge soft ears to be scratched!!! see see! haha! hmm... I think this is Emily. She's pretty much evil too. Nice right? Blurred, but captured Kaiser... It's like portraying his anxiety in the Kennel. DON'T LET HER CUTENESS TAKE OVER HER EVIL-NESS TOO! haha. DiDi!! Just get onto her good side and she will have you in a saliva bath! I got Emily to sit for me! She's still learning... CUTE RIGHT???!!!!!! Echo!!! The name and appearance never betrayed her sex. Yes, it's a HER. ooops! I was trying to get her standing on her hind legs.... Ok, PERFECT! They are not perfect little creatures, But God made them to be just nice! Love them all! And hope they love me too.... Oh, and I am going to my first day of Children Church ministry!!! God, HELP!!! I hope I can fit in, again. Signing off, ME. Labels: help. Thursday, January 28, 2010 ATTENTION! PLEASE DON'T BUY SIMS 3! The animation totally suck, compared to sims2 and, unexpectantly, sims1!!! There may be wide varieties, but other than the humans, Nothing there is pretty worth it. You cannot change their clothes, or even order groceries online, you got to buy food individually! Totally sucks. So if you can, just expand your sims 2.... Or wait till it cools down, then purchase it at a cheaper price.... Sorry, if it angers you or something, reader. But this is my point of view, so I got to voice it out sometimes.... Signing off, ME. Labels: i am so damn disappointed Wednesday's bomb Charlie was in one of the kennels! That is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me! I love that day! Oh, not only was Wednesday such a beautiful day, but it was the posting results day! Despite my poor, unsatisfied marks, I GOT INTO ARCHITECTURE! Singapore poly, here I come! You know, even if I could not enter Junior College, or Veterinary Course, God directed me into this course, and let me get in easily! God sure knows how to get His statements right. Just pray that I can fit in easily and make good friends... Well, Charlie was, as always, cute and handsome and more cute! But someone told me he is 20~ years in human age, when he is actually 1 and a half years in dog's. I really don't think so, 1 year=20 years??? Not much logic there huh? okay, will be back.... Signing off, ME. P.S. stop pissing people off and making a fool out of yourself, it pisses me off too. Labels: I am such an antisocial freak Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Here is the deal I am going to do something that is going to blow your minds. Something someone in my condition will not do, I think. I am going to buy $298 bag, only spent one day to think about this, for my mom! It is pretty crazy, but mommy is... well, mommy. So I will do what I got to do. Work was crap, plain natural crap. Turns outpeople there love backstabbings, hate each other, but try to act all sweet and nice to each other. You know the song," You know that I want to use somebody!" Well, some are not, but it is hard to tell. Looks like my art project on mask was true. People do have masks directly on their faces without others seeing it. SPCA tomorrow. If I have a camera, I will take a picture of me jumping for joy. Cross my heart and hope to die. I think. Aw well, will be back soon. Signing off, ME. Labels: I think, It is all your fault Friday, January 22, 2010 revolving around this... Man, I think almost my whole life is revolving around work, SPCA, computer and church. sad isn't it? It seems so short and little. Right? Today, I am going to help Felicia move her drums... Going to flex my good biceps. If I have any. Sigh, there is so many things I have not done in this holiday. Although I promised myself all these... Let's see... 1) Dye my hair. 2) Dance naked in the rain (kidding kidding!!!!) 3) Go cycling with Wani, Chor Lin and Yin. 4) Go church two times a week. 5) Get a kitten. (I wanted Conner, but noooo.) 6) Buy Sims 3 That's about it. But the biggest thing now will be going polytechnic. The course God wants me to take. I think God made it clear that I should not Junior College. So I will listen to him. One hundred percent. Signing off, ME. Labels: lieten rain rain come again well, without my security guards, a.k.a. chun hui and gangs or even benny, I went to SPCA. cool right? I went there alone for the first time. So, I thought I could go there and have a cooling time reading my book. But turns out animals are not fans of books. Rumi, a.k.a. a dog, almost turn my book into her own personal chew toy. That's a library book, so I wonder if that serves as a good thing or not. and the cats there all were sniffing up to it. They almost made it their personal back-scratcher and bed. So very very cute. And innovative. But after a few hours, some idoitic boys went there and made hell. And they banned people from going into cages!!! GAAK! but the worse part is after I left, They got rid of that little rule, and even let Charlie out!!!! NOooooooooooooo~~~ miss Charlie so much! Well, Cell group meeting just ended. Exhausted.... soooo.... Signing off, ME. Labels: PLEASE LET CHARLIE OUT ON WEDNESDAY GOD Wednesday, January 20, 2010 SPCA photos! These are pictures from SPCA. I got my phone almost chewed up by Charlie for this. So please please enjoy this. Ida, without the PMS state. Beautiful isn't she? This is MArio. Love him so! I'm the only one (i think) he does not suckle! cute huh? blurr! Echo!!!!! He's a puppy. This is his rare side: Tired. Matilda! She is so gentle and pretty! Matilda's paw! sorry for the blurr-ness. This is Matilda too! Finally, CHARLIE! handsome eh? blurred! the un-handsome side of him soooooo cute! He's my baby! hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! Kitty (his name) loves my plastic bag. sorry. But he was actually sitting in an upright position staring right at me! All these are my memories of SPCA! They had this school excursion today. Sad right? How come townsville primary did not bring me there? By the way, that's my primary school name. Signing off, ME. Labels: 20 January 2010 Tuesday, January 19, 2010 i thought this little short story out.... " Ida!" My head bobbed up from my paws and cloud nine. Slowly, my groggy mind focussed back to reality, a bungalow filled with different colorful smells. I got a sniff of pork ribs coming from the back of the house, also known as the kitchen. I was brought into this same house when i was... oh, i do not even remember! All i remember was my mother's sweaty face and lapping tongue and all my brothers and sisters. And that was it. But does it even matter? This place is my home. And it will stay like that! My daily routines are chew shoes, play with my, if i am not mistaken, 13 years old person, Evan. He was tall for a boy, at least the tallest among his pack. his straight jet-black hair was in a surprsingly messy state. However, even if he shaved out all his hair, i would still love him dearly. I will even promise not to miss a single strand of his hair! Anyways, chew shoes, play and finally, most importantly, guard the bungalow. It's a quest that will only end after I die, and I am not about to leave this place. "Ida, darling, the guests are here!" Evan's mother soothed. " So keep that growls and rough play in check, okay?" Need she need to ask? Of course she could not hear this statement. They never answer my words. Odd huh? As i left my space and chew toys, also known as shoes, for the backyard, different scents hit me like bullets. Some sharp, almost painful, while some totally unfamiliar. Looks like that promise is harder to keep than expected. I sat at the corner, and playfully pawed a dropped hot dog. suddenly, I realised a scent was standing out from the others, as if magnified. Looking up, I was cornered by a little boy. He was hairless, so I have no idea what color he is. However, his huge eyes was reflecting brown in the afternoon sun. I sticked my tongue up, offering my best smile. His chocolate eyes soon darting to my hot-dog. At first, I wanted to leave it for him, but I remembered when Evan accidentally drop a piece of his dinner, and tried picking it back up, his mother scolded him with loud, sharp words. They were so loud I had to leave the dining hall for the next house. The boy began his unsteady walk towards the hot-dog. Immediately I shot up to prevent him from coming near. Stay, boy. I cautioned. A low growl unconsciously escaped my mouth. The boy fall back and tears started escaping his huge eyes. Instantly, I softened. Sorry. Before I even have a chance to apologise, hands grabbed my snout and body. They were hard to resist and difficult to squim out of. A bark escaped my mouth before it was shutted. The boy's wail became louder. And my dull fears became harder to ignore. Help, I cried. Evan! I was thrown in a dark place, my nose telling me it was the closet. However, something was wrong. This area, I once came to, was filled with boxes, books and toys. Now, they were all gone! Thief? No, never. There was no foreign smell here. Just me. After pacing the cement floors, fear died down and gave way to exhaustion and darkness. I laid down slowly and let my heavy eyelids slide down. "No, you cannot do it! Where's Ida!?" Evan's shrill voice startled me back to the small empty closet. I'm here, Evan! I began barking anxiously. Don't cry! Be strong! Evan's scent was getting stronger from where I was standing. My barking increased. Suddenly, Evan's voice was pulled away, bringing his scent with him. Evan! Now, I was viciously pushing against the door with my massive body. My dad probably gave me all these muscles so I was pretty strong for a young female. The lock gave way to my weight, and light flew into my brown eyes. Without giving it time to adjust, I just follow my nose towards Evan. Baby, where are you? I cried as I limb-run out of the house. The moment I could see, I sawEvan locked in the family car, with an enormous truck with the advertisment pasted on it," Move With The Movers!" NO! Horror flooded me. Wait, I'm still here! Suddenly, hands grabbed my body and legs. Frantically, I wriggled, barked... Everything there was to know. EVAN! I crooned. Evan's mom's voice whispered into my left ear. " Take care of this house for us." I was tied to the front porch as Evan's dad and mom walked to the car. Tears was strimming down Evan's face as the car pulled away. My cries were futile when the road became an empty long way that seemed to lead to nowhere. Then, they came. With huge yellow machines. They were wearing those ridiculous hats that humans wear when there was construction going on. Then it hit me. So painfully. So vividly. They want to get rid of my home, of my memories. Knowing that they would never hear my protests, i decided to do what I promised, Guard the house till the day I die. And I can bet all my chew toys that this is it. This is it. This is it.... well, the dog is now at SPCA. But I prefer dramatic endings. But the actual ending is happy. So no worries. Signing off, ME. Labels: ciao Sunday, January 17, 2010 never felt this way before I never felt so much want before. seriously, never. I have met so many dogs, humans included, But Charlie has been on my mind for 2 solid days, Not failing to capture every dream in my sleep. It sucks. But in another way to see it, I am glad. Glad it is not a guy. Charlie is a dog, by the ways. MY dog. I want him. i have never felt so restricted at the same time. I cannot text him, or whatsoever. And at any time, someone in SPCA might fall for him as well, And take my little Charlie away. Forever. sigh..... But it is a good thing, anyways. that way, he will have a great new family. Freedom will be his to command once more. sigh, once more...... signing off, ME Labels: ouch again i held my breath... oh... my... gosh. After years and years of saying: "We will find a building in the marketplace, for the marketplace, to penetrate the marketplace!" Pastor Kong Hee found it. He found that dream land. but that dream land is so going to cost. After all, everything does not come in cheap here. FLAWED PERFECTION. anyways, i finished my job on N411 blog. Pretty darn nice. And long. But it was fun. I hope everyone likes it. http://fourone-one.blogspot.com it's pretty delirious. signing off, ME Labels: wrong move Saturday, January 16, 2010 Escaped to SPCA.... whoaaa. well, i stopped by at SPCA. seriously, really, i have no idea what it stands for. ooops. however, it is a place for adopting animals. It's not perfect, runned down actually, but the animals are so damn adorable! if only i can bring some home. heehee. animals are... different from humans. They have no masks on, they do not care of what others think. They do what they want, when they want. I envy them so much. No backstabbers, no hypocrites. anyways, i went there with, dare i say it, CHUN HUI(happy?), YiLong and WeiXin. Is ChorLin counted, because she was mainly the reason i was there. (i was hauled out of bed, literally, to get my friggin' bottom there) well, the day was mainly about the dogs and cats. signing off, ME. Labels: Charlie i love you tower over me... I am outside And I've been waiting for the sun With my wide eyes, I've seen worlds that don't belong My mouth is dry, with words I cannot verbalize Tell me why we live like this Keep me safe inside Your arms like towers tower over me Cause we are broken What must we do to restore our innocence And all the promise we adored? Give us life again, cause we just wanna be whole Lock the doors Cause I'd like to capture this voice that came to me tonight So everyone will have a choice And under red lights, I'll show myself it wasn't forged We're at war We live like this Keep me safe inside Your arms like towers tower over me Cause we are broken What must we do to restore our innocence And all the promise we adored? Give us life again, cause we just wanna be whole Tower over me Tower over me And I'll take the truth at any cost Cause we are broken What must we do to restore our innocence And all the promise we adored? Give us life again, cause we just wanna be whole..... it just occured to me... haha. Labels: we are at war
I Am There. I Have Reach My Little Happy Ending.